After Beaver, 2021
assorted rocks, acrylic paint, permanent marker, googly eyes
dimensions variable
Originally made by my father, these painted rocks are yard ornaments that had seen years of sun damage. Paint was chipped and/or discolored, marks were becoming faint, and the characteristic googly eyes had melted away. Using the craft paints he left behind, After Beaver restores these animal-like creatures to proper condition. Although liberties were taken in terms of color, Beaver’s crudely drawn facial expressions are in large part preserved. This act of absorbing his work into mine is reminiscent of how he would occasionally alter my own student projects to decorate the house over the years.
assorted rocks, acrylic paint, permanent marker, googly eyes
dimensions variable
Originally made by my father, these painted rocks are yard ornaments that had seen years of sun damage. Paint was chipped and/or discolored, marks were becoming faint, and the characteristic googly eyes had melted away. Using the craft paints he left behind, After Beaver restores these animal-like creatures to proper condition. Although liberties were taken in terms of color, Beaver’s crudely drawn facial expressions are in large part preserved. This act of absorbing his work into mine is reminiscent of how he would occasionally alter my own student projects to decorate the house over the years.
Afterimages, 2021
dye sublimation prints mounted on steel bar, printed text
19‘ installation
Afterimages consists of digital photographs and note entries that chronicle the experience of loss. Made between November 2019 and the present, the images depict daily scenes within the family home as it’s changed in ways both visible and felt. Many of the images are casually made and forgotten about, only to resurface as the record of something no longer there. The fragments of text, simultaneously revealing and opaque, loosely ground the visual in personal narrative and metaphor. In documenting the transformation of presence into absence, the work’s content and internal logic is prone to fluctuation and renewal, valuing emotion over resolution.
The work is an ongoing collection of images and text that will exist in different iterations over time. The first iteration of this work was completed in April 2021 and presented the content more or less chronologically. In September 2021, a second iteration was produced for “Memento Mori: Memento Vivere,” a group exhibition at Northlight Gallery focused on photography’s relationship to death. This sequence was approached more formally and included additional images and text.
dye sublimation prints mounted on steel bar, printed text
19‘ installation
Afterimages consists of digital photographs and note entries that chronicle the experience of loss. Made between November 2019 and the present, the images depict daily scenes within the family home as it’s changed in ways both visible and felt. Many of the images are casually made and forgotten about, only to resurface as the record of something no longer there. The fragments of text, simultaneously revealing and opaque, loosely ground the visual in personal narrative and metaphor. In documenting the transformation of presence into absence, the work’s content and internal logic is prone to fluctuation and renewal, valuing emotion over resolution.
The work is an ongoing collection of images and text that will exist in different iterations over time. The first iteration of this work was completed in April 2021 and presented the content more or less chronologically. In September 2021, a second iteration was produced for “Memento Mori: Memento Vivere,” a group exhibition at Northlight Gallery focused on photography’s relationship to death. This sequence was approached more formally and included additional images and text.
Beaver’s Show, 2021
paintings and works on paper by John “Beaver” Estes
Beaver’s Show is an installation of my late father’s artwork. Both a craftsman and retired carpenter, Beaver discovered painting later in life while I was in art school. This accumulation of his self-taught oeuvre, in which landscape and natural imagery figure prominently, are displayed directly across from my photographs made in the family home.
This mirroring is repeated in Daddy’s Boy, a video I made as a student in 2013. The split screen video follows my father and I as we each build a side of a small piece of furniture. The action is playfully subverted by the introduction of high heel shoes, a gesture drawing contrast to gendered expectations of masculine identities. Both sides of the stand are assembled and finished differently, and the video concludes with the image of the two halves coming together.
Vimeo
Runtime: 4:28 min.
Cinematography: Rae Pepino
paintings and works on paper by John “Beaver” Estes
Beaver’s Show is an installation of my late father’s artwork. Both a craftsman and retired carpenter, Beaver discovered painting later in life while I was in art school. This accumulation of his self-taught oeuvre, in which landscape and natural imagery figure prominently, are displayed directly across from my photographs made in the family home.
This mirroring is repeated in Daddy’s Boy, a video I made as a student in 2013. The split screen video follows my father and I as we each build a side of a small piece of furniture. The action is playfully subverted by the introduction of high heel shoes, a gesture drawing contrast to gendered expectations of masculine identities. Both sides of the stand are assembled and finished differently, and the video concludes with the image of the two halves coming together.
Vimeo
Runtime: 4:28 min.
Cinematography: Rae Pepino
Phone Call, 2020
score
June - July 2020
Conceived of for “Roadside Attraction,” a multi-site, drive-by exhibition organized by ArtFarm/practical art at the height of COVID-19, Phone Call is a performance score that was presented discreetly on a residential street in Tempe, AZ. From the safety of their vehicle, participants could access the score and various other public artworks through Google Maps.
score
June - July 2020
Conceived of for “Roadside Attraction,” a multi-site, drive-by exhibition organized by ArtFarm/practical art at the height of COVID-19, Phone Call is a performance score that was presented discreetly on a residential street in Tempe, AZ. From the safety of their vehicle, participants could access the score and various other public artworks through Google Maps.
She is just everywhere now, 2020
temporary tattoos installed throughout Mood Room at Park Central
Growing up, my mother had rules against piercings and tattoos. While I was able to get away with the former, the latter was not to happen under her roof — unless it were to say “Mom” and be on your ass, that is.
Although I have not yet gotten the permanent version done, these temporary tattoos function as a tongue-in-cheek memorial to her. The tattoo features her signature pulled from a recent birthday card.
temporary tattoos installed throughout Mood Room at Park Central
Growing up, my mother had rules against piercings and tattoos. While I was able to get away with the former, the latter was not to happen under her roof — unless it were to say “Mom” and be on your ass, that is.
Although I have not yet gotten the permanent version done, these temporary tattoos function as a tongue-in-cheek memorial to her. The tattoo features her signature pulled from a recent birthday card.
